| Location | Hackney,london |
| Age | 22 years |
| Cause of Death | Road Traffic Collision |
| Date of Birth | 10/04/1975 |
| Date of Death | 07/11/1997 |
| Visitors | 1,445 since 02/07/2007 |
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Well, what can I say about my son James? He was born on 10th April 1975. He was the second child of 4.
As a baby he never slept,he was a sicky baby and he always cried,but I loved him.
As a toddler he got into all sorts of scapes,some very dangerous to himself and sometimes others,but I loved him.
When he first went to school he was always getting into trouble with his teachers and his headmaster,and they wanted to expel him at 6 years old, but I loved him.
All through his school years he would get in to all sorts of trouble with the police, he went to prison a number of times, after doing some terrible things, but I stood by him every step of the way, because I loved him.
As an adult he had begun to realise what he wanted out of life and made a turn around for the better and had started to take responsibility for his actions. Unfortunately,6 months before he passed away we had a silly falling out, like you do with your children.We were both too stubborn to make the first move, so James died without us ever making up ,and for that I will always feel terribly guilty.
But you love your children unconditionally and no matter what James ever did to me and his other sibings,I would go through it all again and more, just to see him and be able to say SORRY SON!!! I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH
There's not a day goes by when I dont think about you James
I know you are still around me and for that I am grateful.
God Bless you son! and R.I.P. until we meet again.
New Year
Another new year and things dont get any easier think of you every day and your candle is still alight after 14 years its there so you can find your way home I hope you are at peace Love Mum xx
Happy new year babe, I really cant believe its been so long, and I never got to thank you for introducing me to Jimmy, even in the strangest of circumstances!!! please watch over your mum got a feeling she is really missing you at the moment and she needs your strength, love you forever xxxxKeira
Happy new year babe, I really cant believe its been so long, and I never got to thank you for introducing me to Jimmy, even in the strangest of circumstances!!! please watch over your mum got a feeling she is really missing you at the moment and she needs your strength, love you forever xxxxKeira
Anniversary
James, what can I say it's that time of year again,its been 14 years and I hate it! I relive every moment again and it was the worse time of my life but its not about me. I know you was a troubled soul and I only hope wherever you are looking down on us that you are happy and have found some peace at last. I will always love you, please watch over George,Nugs,Dollie and Kian.I will be there on Monday. Mum xxxxxx
Hi babe, just wanted to hello, sorry its been so long, hope you are ok and I hope you are helping uncle John settle in, show him what to do, he will need the help!!??. will speak soon but in the meantime keep watching over all your family, and send them lots of love. God Bless babe, xxx
Hi babe am really sorry its late but, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, not quite sure what you can or can't do up there esp with the volcano erupting but please try and enjoy. I know we werent that close when it happened but to me you are always my family, so am gonna ask 1 favour, my mum is obv gonna support me thru the next very hard emotional and well being weeks, but can you make sure Nanny passes something to her, to give her the strenght she will need and give my Jimmy the biggest kicki up the arse, he should be there anyway, saw your mum and dad and Dolly recently, and I have to say you would be so so, so proud, please keep close to all the other angels, esp nanny as it was her birthday this week, and esp Jimmy and Nanny as I hope it goes no further on Monday xxxx ( I AM NOWHERE NEAR READY TO JOIN YOU, PLEASE HELP) XXX
Hi babe, hope you are doing ok up there, it was really nice catching up with all your family at the wedding and you would be so proud of them, please keep an eye on Nanny, you can see whats going on with Doris just give her big cuddles from all of us. Christmas is coming so please watch over all your family esp your Mum and let them know your there, speak soon big cous, God Bless xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Anniversary
James, I can't believe its that time of the year again. Another year has passed.It's 12 years since you left this life but it still feels like it was yesterday. The pain doesn't get any easier. just different. I often wonder what you would have been doing had you still been with us. I know you was with me yesterday Bennyboy sensed it too and for that I'm grateful.
Love you always
Mum xxxxxxxxxxxx
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